I am learning (the hard way?) to manage stress. Actually, I am learning more about what my stress triggers are. They're everywhere! AAAAAGGGGHHHH....
Most recent example is the trial I put myself through this weekend. I bought an OS (OS 9 if you must know) because the next OS is in public beta and while I wanted that one I realized that when it comes to things technogeek I am the world's laggard. My husband, on the other hand, is on the cutting edge. Thus I figured I was relatively safe - his confidence would just rub off...
Ha.
So I tried to install this OS Friday just a few minutes before we were supposed to go out (isn't it always like that?). I tried twice. My stomach began to tighten...
I called Apple service b/c the message I got was weird. Even the service guy hadn't heard it before. Here it is: "Problems were encountered reading the source file "big system morsels". Installation cannot continue." Did I say twice? Third time was a charm. Just about the time I loaded up, the service guy finds the answer. You'll laugh.
The problem was a speck of dust on the CD, and we figured the spinning finally threw it off. Why don't problem messages just say what they mean?
Then we had to check for any other potential problems. None found. Only the knot in my tummy. UNFH!
Next day there were plenty. Some have been resolved, others have not.
The funny thing is that I am less and less inclined to stress about it.
Moral of story: Don't sweat the small stuff? NAHHH... Pay attention to how you react to the 'small stuff' b/c often it is that gut wrenching reaction that, piled upon a heap of others, is the one that throws you into a serious IBS bout.
Until Friday I was having a very good week. Had a birthday on Tuesday. Have been 'regular' all week.
I am rambling.
One last tribute to stress. It abounds. I am truly amazed at the ability of the psyche, and gut, to react almost instantaneously to any variety of triggers. Triggers can be physical, emotional, or psychological. They can be so ingrained it is hard to extract them and manage them. Maybe I should start cataloging stress triggers. Hmmmmm. Nope, too stressful.
I'll just write about 'em here.
So, as you may have guessed, technogeek stuff stresses me -- b/c I do not understand most of it, and b/c I still fear losing my data and files even though I back up. And because it is so time consuming to get everything back to working order!
I'll write again soon.
posted by LST
9/17/2000 04:40:23 PM